The Kingdom of God is like...

Mark 4:26-29 reads:

Then Jesus said, "God's kingdom is like seed thrown on a field by a man who then goes to bed and forgets about it. The seed sprouts and grows—he has no idea how it happens. The earth does it all without his help: first a green stem of grass, then a bud, then the ripened grain. When the grain is fully formed, he reaps—harvest time!

And before that was the parable of the sower, and in verses 18-19, I read Jesus' explanation:

"Still others, like seed sown among thorns, hear the word; but the worries of this life, the deceitfulness of wealth and the desires for other things come in and choke the word, making it unfruitful."

My mind went to my anxiety about leading worship at St. Paul's - knowing I need to lead more songs that are in the tradition of the [black Baptist] church [per the pastor's request]. I feel pretty inadequate to do that in general, and even more this week when I must lead from the piano since I just had my appendix removed this week. But I'm irritated because VERY FEW people show up for rehearsal and because I can't get any information about where the church is going from the pastor ["we're in transition" is all I get]. Today, I also am preparing a list to lead at Grandview UMC next week when we get back from vacation. And I need to help with Camp Hill Church of God's list for this week and next. All the while my heart just wants honest, intense, prophetic worship to be alive in the hearts of all the worshippers I'm influencing. It's a tall order, no doubt ["but God said, 'are you not well able?!'"].

So how does this tie in with the scriptures? When preparing to lead worship, just scatter seed, Dave, and expect the Kingdom to grow on its own. By no means let anxiety make you unfruitful.

Yes, Lord. I trust You. Help me walk in Your way!

Big Ears

and I'm not referring to US President Obama, though every time I see him will serve as a reminder of this rev...Listen to the Holy Spirit of God in new ways, to hear new things. Like the relatively prominent acoustic guitar part in the song Hungry that I've never heard before. I won't be able to listen to the song without hearing it. It reminds me to listen with new ears. Today, I lead worship at St. Paul's Missionary Baptist Church for the first time and I want to listen in new ways. I'm pumped! Help me LORD...